OLD PICTURES, MEMORIES....AND SOME MORE....

Looking at the old photographs; and looking back at time
Having a dimmed smile on my lips; and yeah, I’m all fine
Recalling those laughters; happy, loud and clear
It’s strange, how we were one then; so in love and so very near
The world was small; all we did was dream, play and hum
It was a fairytale; with me and you being awesome twosome
Didn’t want anything from life; but you and only you
Thought, assumed and believed; you did the same too
Together we laughed, wept; and waited for the next day to come
Dreamt of our first vacation; and when we would sit under a rose gum
We believed, we would live like that forever; and for always
No matter what came on us; we would find our ways
Then came those days; when we didn’t see each other for weeks, and some more
I didn’t know you were going away; 'cuz I was still busy dreaming on the sea-shore
Then you really went away for good; never came to see me and never called
My world was shattered, saw only the dark sky; with my dreams sprawled
Those laughters dried, eyes cried; and could see no rays of hope
Didn’t know how to look ahead; life seemed like walking on a ridge rope
Days passed by, turned into weeks; months, and then into years
You turned into memory; first very clear and then into vague smears
I don’t think of you anymore; and I know you no more
I gave you my heart, but you preferred to stay in those old pictures; which I never tore
Today as I see your face I smile a bit; and think of your promise
Yes, the one you made; and yeah, which you could never keep
But, it’s alright; I’m done with it, and also fine
With you leaving, I found my own world; with some more sunshine
I cherish those moments with you; but never wish you back
With you I was a pampered princess; but without you, I’m on the rightest track
Yeah, every cloudy day also brings; a promise of a new one in store
And, that makes us wish for a better tomorrow; and hope little more
I close the album down, sigh; some tears roll down, but I smile
I had an amazing past; although little teary, yet worthwhile
My anger’s gone, grudges vanish; and I don’t hate you anymore
I’m smiling, and also thanking you; for the memories that I could store
We might never cross our paths; in the days to come
But, just want you know; memories of you are always happy, and also warm

TO ALL I LOVE...TO ALL MY SOUL MATES...

What I said was what I felt inside; and, it wasn’t fake
I knew it to be the right thing; and, never a mistake
When I said you touched a string in my heart; and created music
That was exactly how I heard; beautiful and classic
When I said I lost myself in your eyes; and found my world
That was an honest truth; although I know it was foolish and also bold
When I longed for your arms; I truly did
That was why I let you know; and never hid
When I told you I felt for you; it was real
I was naïve and insane; and it was an overpowering emotional zeal
I know, I messed things up; yeah I always do
What I didn’t realize is that; you too would know
Yeah, you always knew me; and so you knew me this way too
And I feel happy that you stood there; and never bid adieu
Probably you’re my soul mate; that I’m searching for all these years
And, with you by my side; my heart leaps, my soul soars and I’m free from all fears

PS. To all those, I love, I say I love, and I know I love…

THIS FEELING, IS IT LOVE!!!!

It's been really long since last felt this way

Yes...
It's been long since I last
Smiled when alone
Talked to myself
Wept in happiness
And, felt like living in fairy tale

Yes...
It's been long since I last
Longed for someone's arms around me
Got melted in someone's whisper in my ears
Lost my existence in the depth of someone's eyes
And, forgot the world with someone by my side

Yes...
It's been long since I last
Understood, I'm his Princess
Knew, my world is his too
Felt, so cared and protected
And, realized we're meant for each other

Yes...
It's been really long since last felt this way
It's been really long since last felt
I'm in love....

IT'S JUST ME....THE REAL ME...

Many a times I don't behave as I feel inside...

At times
I look strong on surface
I overcome problems in a blink
I can fight any difficulty
And, I can make others feel I don't need them....
But, the truth is
When I look the strongest
I'm the weakest deep down
I wear a layer of invisible shield
That hides my delicate soul
That's scared of the cruel world...

At times...
I look so weak on surface
I need someone feeding me
I want someone hugging me
I fail to even make myself a coffee
And, I can't make my tears stop even at the slightest hitch...
But, the truth is
When I look the weakest
I'm the strongest deep down
My delicate face hides everything
The ready-to-face-all-hurdles self
The determination and strength inside...

But then, it's just me...
Li'l strange, li'l predictable
Li'l crazy, li'l reliable
But always ready to
Face life, exactly the way it comes...
Yes, it's just me...the weird but real me...

CHANGE....AND THE HAPPINESS IT BRINGS...

It's just a matter of time how things change
It's just a matter of situations how feelings change
And, it's just matter of wish how lives change

At times, changes bring pain and tears
And, some other times, they bring the world
Coloured with love, passion and happiness

But, what makes these changes special
Are the people who come along, in every turn where changes occur
And, life gets beyond beautiful with their presence....

Feeling happy for myself these days
'Cuz, lot of changes have taken place in my life
In the last few years....
And, today, I'm happy
With what I've gained, and most importantly whom I've met
'Cuz of those changes.....

NOSTALGIA, AND A SOAKED SOUL....

It's that time of the year
When nostalgia soaks the soul
And we pause for a while and look back...
To see
What we've left behind
What we're carrying along
And, what we'll store all our life...

Yes, it's that time of the year
When emotions speak out
The good, the bad and the ugly
But, also leave the bads and uglies behind
Only to carry the goods along...

Like everone else
Even I'm looking back...
And, as I do so, I realize

What an eclectic year it was...
One of those kinds, which taught me
Some of the best lessons of my life...
And, helped me being a stronger soul...

Met few amazing people and knew
They're going to be a part of me all my life..
Let few others slip out of my mind
And with that, realized that
It was one of the best decisions I had ever made...

Gained an ocean of experiences
Amazingly amazing
Brilliantly illuminating
And, critically needed...

Laughed a lot..and learnt to make others laugh....
Cried a lot...but learnt to wear a smile after that...
Loved, and got loved back...and realised that's the best medicine in
the world...

Yes, what a year it was...
And, as I prepare myself for a new one
I know, this one is going to even better than the last...
Cuz
It would bring even newer experiences
And at the same time, will let me store the old ones...
And, with this combination life would be
Just so exclusive, exciting and enticing...
Yes, it's really worth the wait...

LOVE ME ALWAYS...EVEN AT MY WORST, THE WAY YOU DO AT MY BEST...

When I see your eyes
I know, you love me
And, I realize I'm alive...

Often I know
You're proud of me
You're the happiest with me
You see a new meaning of life with me....

But, many a times
I'm afraid, lest you stop loving me someday...

'Cuz
I know
I'm not the perfect one for you
And can't make you perfect, being by your side...

I know
I'm not the ideal one for you
And can't make you feel lucky, by being in your life...

I know
I'm not the rightest one for you
And can't make you feel 'You're special' by any means...

I know
I make you freak out many a times
I make you lose your mind countless times
I make you get mad at me a million times...

But, then
I want you to know
I always need you to love me with your heart and soul
I always need you to want me with all your passion
I'll always need you to be next to me all my life...

'Cuz
Your love means the world to me
And, that's what makes me survive
Despite of all odds in life...

And that's why I need just one thing from you...
Today and everyday...
No matter what comes on our way...

Love me even at my worst
The way, you do at my best...

PS. For all, whom I love, and who love me back...and whom I want to love me always....

WHEN IT'S LOVE.....IT'S YOU WHO IT'S MEANT FOR.........

'LOVE' happens to me very frequently

I fall in love very often
And, with that, my soul gets soaked in its depth...
I fall out of love too....very often
And, then I experience a ride through the desert...

Everytime when LOVE happens
I enter in a fairyland...
My dreams see their destiny
My hopes decorate the days ahead
And, tender ecstacy turns me pleasantly drowsy...

Each of my love stories
Has its own charm
And, happens to be very different from one another

Everytime LOVE happens
I plan my future with him
And, none of the plans resembles one another...

And...
Everytime LOVE happens
The intensity of my love changes
Making each time
A complete different and unique journey alltogether

But, then...
In each of my love stories
There is something, that never changes
And, that is
THE ONE WHOM I LOVE

Because,
In all my affairs
He always is the SAME person..
And, that is YOU...

Yes, no matter how many times I fall in love
It's always YOU, who I fall for....

WHEN IT'S LOVE...IT IS LOVE....

When it's love, it is love
No matter who it is for
No matter how it all started
No matter where it's taking us...

When it's love, it is love
No matter if it's first, second or nth time
No matter if it's fairytale or a practical kind
No matter if it's very normal or one of it's sort...

When it's love, it is love
No matter what age it is
No matter what season it is
No matter what place it is...

When it's love, it is love
No reason makes more sense
Nothing else does matter
And none seems more existing...

When it's love, it is love
Ecstasy overpowers all senses
Tenderness soaks all behaviours
And, silvery droplets soak both eyes, all the time...

Yes, when it's love
It sees nothing but love
It knows nothing but love
And it lives nothing but love...

And, that's why I say
When it's love, it is only love...

THESE DAYS...I"M ME....

These days, I'm me
With my smile intact on my lips
With my peace intact in my mind
And, with my feelings intact in my heart....

These days, I'm me
Without any tears in my eyes
Without any pain in my soul
And, without any troubles in my life....

Yes, these days
I don't think of you anymore
I don't cry for you anymore
And, I don't need you anymore....

Yes, these days
I have let your memories die
I have made your story end in my life
And, I have freed myself from your shadow....

With you, I had a fairy tale and I was a damsel in distress
But, without you, I'm me, the stronger, braver and fearless self
And, that's how
I have found me....

Yes, these days, I'm me....