HAPPYNESSS............IT S MADE ONLY OF LOVE..........

d other day probably 4 s 1st tyme i was happy.......probably 4 d 1st tyme in dis new city i was happy.......in real sense.....n tat made me rebelieve 1 thin.....doesnt matter however hard u try u can b happy in real sense only wen ur heart s content.....u can view happyness 4m quite few angles....but ultimately d real happyness s not brought by money or comfort....or 4 tat matter any other materialistic staffs........a small smile 4m ur loved ones s all wat u need 2 b happy......a smile tat can make u feel ur belongingness 2 him......n tats love.....d strangest feelin god ever created.......

cant define how...but love has d most overpowerin strenght 2 make u feel happy.....u ve fear in mind of anythin...think about d smile on ur loved ones's lips....d fear disappears in d next moment....u r lost in d crowd...think about d arms of ur loved ones's around u.....u get ur way outta d crowd......u r scared of facin life....think about how beautiful ur life would b wid ur loved ones's...u get all d strengths 2 walk on d cuttin edge of lyfe......tats d power of love....n anyone ever fallin in love can undoubtedly say dis wid hands on their heart......


really.....there might b thousand moments in love which u don want....never expect n can leave u really messed up....but if u really can act fair to any problem in life u ll understand...tat love s d only thin tat can make anyone happy....it makes u so strong tat no other feelin in life can leave u messed up.....shattered.....n it gives u food 4 ur thought....2 make em matured.....n cant define y...but it always happen tat a person who can love can win anythin in life....n y not....he gets d biggest unreasoned support in love.....wat else u need other than 2 keep urself go on in d most sophisticated way.......

dis blog s 2 all who r in love....can love....n do love....doesnt matter wat.....it can be their parent tat they love....might b siblings....might b poetries....mght b paintings.....might b music.....it might b anythin tat one loves....but LOVE SHOULD ALWAYS B THERE......if u wanna b happy.....cuz HAPPYNESS S MADE OF ONLY N ONLY LOVE...........

JUS MISSIN IT ALL.............

y does it always happen dis way...tat wen u away 4m ur fav ones only
den do u realize how precious they were......doesnt matter it s jus
somebody...or somethin......

wen it s loneliness we miss d crowd....wen
it s summer we miss d winter.....wen it s sunny we miss d rain......n
wen it s all over we miss everythin.....life s like tat.....miss thins
wen they no more wid us......

jus dis mornin realized how much m missin
my old days.....cant help....gettin up 2 face few unknown faces....2
face dis deadly dry weather.....2 face every possible unexpected n
undesired experience......n tats wat makin me feel how much m missin my
lovely home back.......my small sweet home tat i made back in tat green
city....n yeah.....everythin abt tat sweet place s makin me miss it
even more.....d chillin breeze in d evenins.....d unexpected rain in d
evenins....d unlimited tea n coffees in d roadside huts......d long n
chatty long drives late at nites....d bunch of lovin frenz who used 2
run at middle of d nite jus 2 wipe my tears which were 4 someone they
didnt even know........

life s so strange....didnt realize tat time wat
m leavin back in there...didnt realize how much m gonna starve 4 those
moments....n now m dyin 4 every bit of it.....is it always necessary
tat we lose somethin n den only we realize how precious they
were....cant it happen dis way tat nobody ever has 2 lose
anythin.....cant it be tat simple......life s really strange.....one
moment ve everythin.....n d next jus nothin.....ll dis mystery of iife
ever gonna unwind....guess never....

DESPERATE ATTEMPTS.........

d other nite sleep was arrogant 2 come 2 me........ended up explorin d bed all nite..........makin desperate attempts 2 get some sleep.......it didnt come n tat made be rebelieve somethin......tat wen u desperately need n want somethin it runs away 4m u.....recalled one of my fren sayin...."Donot try holdin d sand in ur fist too tight...it jus slips away tat way"..........how very true.......


these days m losin my mind i believe....ve ended up in a place where facin nothin rather den some strange experiences....never felt so lost n desperate ever....hot dusty days......unexpected twists n turns......no security in any way.....don no how do i get myself back n can b strong 2 survive on.........it s difficult.............

makin attempts 2 feel strong....2 feel better n....2 feel tat m not alone......but tat hardly changes anythin....tat hardly changes my sleepless nights....tat hardly gets me peace ofmind.....n tat hardly makes me feel better anyway......so everytime i make an attempt it ends up in great desperation.....in vain......n tat s leavin me naive......


still waitin 4 d sun 2 give me some shine...............still waitin 4 d days 2 brin me d much needed break...........hope dis wait doesnt turn out 2 b a unendin one.........................

POUR D HEART OUT.......LIFE S SHORT....LETS LOVE......

switch on d tv n everywher it s been flashin continuously since it happened in tat cruel mornin.....wid every bit of flash don no wat other thins come 2 mind....but 4 sure one faith goes stronger n stronger.....life s so unpredicatble n uncertain.....2day we r here chattin....chillin....laughin...n who nos d next moment might b d last in our life.....really.....does life ve any worth n value if we really think on....cant find a perfect ans 2 tat....jus b4 sittin in d aircraft did anybody of d late crowd think tat they gonna start a never returnin journey...wid their death not only did they die....a lotta other dreams....hopes....plannins.....n a lotta expectactions did die 2....of someone's parents'....siblings'....spouses'....kids'....loved ones'......how cruel life s....one moment it makes u lovin it 2 d core....n next moment it makes u struggle 4 makin d next....d next moment it jus brins a full stop 2 everythin....
still we fight.....still we compete.....still we always wanna make it big....n in tat course we make enemies....we make people hate us....we make ourself cruel.....and at d end we don even get 2 take anythin wid us....we jus vanish 4m here....how strange.....d more we think d more complicated it gets....probably tats one reason y we always overlook things in life n let it go rather den bein bothered.....one good way 2 adapt....
wish everybody understood d momentary feature of life...wish everybody could jus 4get all d bad n unwanted moments of life n started everythin fresh...wish love could get higher weightage than hatred....wish everybody could understand tat we might not live 2morrow....so y not embrace d goodness of 2day....y cant we jus 4get all d pain we caused 2 one another n jus run n take one another in arm.....n jus say "m still ther 4 u".....
yeah...we can do tat....we cant change d past....neither we no about 2morrow....but we surely can make 2day count by lovin and bein generous 2 one another.....at least lets learn 1 small truth 4m d tragedy tat happened recently....tat LIFE S TOO SHORT......n tat there s hardly any space 4 hatred...

WAITIN 4 D RAIN..............

Jus d previous nite my frenz called 2 say tat it s been rainin there every evenin………..every1 s amazed 2 feel d soft rain on ‘em….n y not….after a dusty n hot summer rainfall s wat all die 2 ve…..such a pleasant feel 2 ve d raindrops pourin on d face…..n getting wet on it is jus beyond words…..n if frenz r there 2 give u company in sharing d experience wat more can u ask 4………………………..

Even m waitin 4 d rain drops 2 pour here 2……it s hot dusty n sweaty in here……makin d day a real painful experience…..but den it ll change in no tyme m sure…..d beautiful rain ll pour down here 2…..dampnin my hair……dampnin my clothes…..wen raindrops ll pour on my face I ll jus close my eyes…..n ll feel immense joy n peace……cold breeze ll add flavor 2 it…..wen d sky turns black every afternoon I ll jus run 2 my terrace n ll stand there waitin 4 d raindrops 2 pour on……soft drizzles at 1^st….n den d rain ll take its blowin course…………tat ll make me wet n ll make me d happiest person on earth……..i no everythin around ll look so pretty……n I ll not b able 2 take my eyes off…..d wetty trees around….d flowers wid raindrops on it…..d dusky colors around…..d blowin wind across…..n still pourin rain ……wat can be more charmin than such an exotic experience…………….i ll jus keep standin there till tyme permits me……no worries….no sorrow…..no pain….no thoughts at all……..

True….nature s d place which s so true…so secure….so beautiful……so carefree….n so peaceful…wish human bein stayed natural rather than makin d earth so plastic n concrete……at least d worries, pains,cruelty,sorrows n all tat unwanted n shatterin elements of lyfe wouldn’t ve existed here…….…

TYME S JUS PASSING BY................

don no wen d wait s gonna end...........it seems so long n unendin.................thins happenin at its pace n m jus standin in middle of d fast runnin crowd of experiences........................tyme s jus passin on n on............sumday i say 2 myself...."Lets wind it up"............n d next moment hopes come back 2 me n i stand up again........2 face a new wait..............................don no till wen it goes on.........................unendin it really s...................hope sumday i can find out my destiny.........

AN EVENIN IN AN UNKNOWN PLACE.........

mumbai.....................people say CITY OF DREAMS...................is it really......yet 2 experience...................except for shoppin and shoppin n a few official trips never ever thought ll really start up my life here...............

but den thins change........at tymes u run after thins which u think URS n ONLY URS.............m doin d same.....my heart says dis s d city tat can give me my everythin............n i no tats d truth.......n so here i m........widout givin a 2nd thought m here....chasin my own possessions.....which i lost cuz of my silly mistakes.....but den it s k......who doesnt commit mistkes.......i did 2......n 4m d moment i realized m tryin on n on......2 rectify those.....................n i no 1 day ll cum...........wen i ll get back my everythin..................EVERYTHIN.................cuz those r MINE n they can never b others.................

it s a bit hot here...................don ve an ac in my room............miss d comfort tat i hadback in blore....miss my frenz.....miss d CCD n MCDs jus next 2 my house there......but den it s k......here i no there r lot other things tat i die for....tat i TRULY CARE FOR.......n TRULY WANT.......so it s fine........wat if nobody understands me anymore....wat if everybody around me s angry wid me cuz they think i don care...........but i do......I TRULY DO......i LOVE U GUYs.........................i no m listenin none but only 2 my heart....................but den tats d pace in which i store U GUYSTOO na....................................

love n love.........alaways.........